My life, my world.

2012 jan

2012-01-11T04:06:00.002+08:00

It's really been so long since I start blogging..
Probably that's so much thing inside my heart I wish I could tel u.. But unfortunately it couldn't..
Been listening to a song 那些年。
The boy situation 15%same as mine..
Finally the day has come, and this is the day I know I would need to face.
那些年我所错过的。
Where is our 最初？
Though is not the classroom, but it all start from work.
But I had never forget any. Any single thing that happen in the past.
First time that I met u, u r scooping all those ice- cream and I started to got attracted by u, trying to get near , but u r still schooling till holiday it all started
- going out dinner ( night safari, Coffee clubs, prata house etc)
- going home early just to chat with u in msn
- snatching with each other for bills
- lying on my shoulder in bus
- our first hug
- my first kiss to ur forehead
- my first ride from u
No matter what u r always the apple which will be the same colour in my eye
Never will anybody be replaced by u
thanks for the wonderful memories u'd given to me just wanna tell u million of thanks and I will give u my full blessings, I promise

2009-09-03T02:40:00.000+08:00

LIFE IS REALLY COMPLICATED
sometimes, i really don't even know what i really want.
Anyway congrats to me, is been more than a month than i have actually quitted smoking.
Is really very hard for any people to believe.But is really hard, but determination counts the most!Ultimately YES I DID IT! Saving more than 200+ for a month is also a kind of satisfaction.

Stepping into a managing people/(business) workplace, i find that there's so many things we need to understand and do.
Learning to be patient
Learning to manage all types of age group people
Learning how to adapt to my working environment
What i feel is, is always easy for you to say but come to doing "it".ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS.
"CHALLENGE ME"
WORK HARD, WORK SMART.
LET BYGONES BE BYGONES.
everybody work also because of a living why make your own life so miserable?
Let all this be part of my stepping stones, learning facts of life n ways of handling.
I myself also perceive all kind of difficulties, nobody have no problems. Even a richest person in the world also will have problems

I MISSES ALL MY FRIENDS!!!
I MISSES WATCHING MOVIES!!!
CATCHING UP WITH ALL OF U SOON!

I WANTS TO CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN!anybody willing to help me?=D
-size of my fonts bigger
-any blogskin as long there's orange, green.
-not too cartoon

Last day...

2009-08-01T01:20:00.002+08:00

Its been so long i didn't post anything up.

July 27 birthday gal.Cindy Aqy!Happy birthday!
celebrated with her on wed29/07 by having an enormous dinner buffet at RP hotel.Super Duper Full!So many laughings,chats during the dinner.Haha..My leg really like Elephant meh?!..Haha..

thur30/07
being so powerful!went with cyn to lasalle, got myself a free shirt=)
cyn is like super gong lor during the orientation.The whole day i feel like laughing and sleeping.Definitely Laughing like all the way can..my energy had been fully consumed up,though really very tired but too many lames pranks craps out from me and cyn.she can call me and HEAR:"NI SHI FENG ER"and laugh and laugh and laugh!BASKETBALL!hahahax!home bath bed!

Fri31/07
This is the day that i'm not looking forward t all.
Time flies,is been 2years i've been working in PK.
In Pk,I have learn and grow alot.I can't bear to leave simply because i'm showered by love.
Laughters i constantly like everyday, there's no quarrels with any of the colleagues over there.
Farewell Party is being organised,gifts of perfume,belt,hongbao,wok are given by all of them.THANKS!i really appreciate millions and billions.
BIG THANKS TO MY GREATEST HONOURABLE NOBLE MANAGER CATHERINE TAN.Without her guidance, her advices, her teachings and the opportunity that she gave me i won't be able to learn and see and face so many things!
thanks for all the colleagues who gave me wonderful memories!..I LOVE U GUYS!
i wore a sarong?oh NO!!!.............. !@#$%^&*
whipped cream on face and hair..YUCKSSS!@#$%
while on the bus home so smeellllyyy cos of the smell coming out from my hair so many ppl kept a distance away from me lor..win liao lor..
Another unforgettable farewell=)cheers thanks!
PK WAN SHUI!Pictures r all so paisei de..don think will upload..

sometimes felt i'm really silly

2009-06-18T22:48:00.004+08:00

Yesterday woke up to meet my anisah to finish up my undones,in the end still can't finish.Haha i'm juz like that,super lazy, so everything need to hand up in 29 of June which i left only about 11 days, actually of i want 1 day i also can finish but my mind juz can't concentrate.

Anyway while we were on our way back with anisah,justin,ifah to school.i bought a cup of bubble tea.Don't know why my mouth juz so itchy and go drink inside the train and got myself fine.wa piang eh,really suay to the max!ok nvm is my fault anyway.
BUT!!!!the officer offended me!come straight away shouted "IC" from me..si bei rude lo..fine fine la..shout for wad so many ppl will see one right!..bloody idiot, if i never wear my sch uniform,i sure shout back with u!anyway i did sarcastic back with the officer haha i said"ic ic la,so fierce for wad, action klk..after that i took my hp out, i wrote down his name ALFIE TIAN FU PIN,after that then he started to be scared and be very polite,BUT IS TOO LATE!i even want to whack his face at that time!u think i will let him off so easily.wait long long!anyway i have done what i need to do.
Met up ky and yt at night at ky house there.model yt model ky.Photographer of the day Me and also ky lo=)went home after that and sleep after my bath and complains hahaha!

mid of july will be going for an interview,there's alot of thing i need to prepare myself.my hair la, my cert here, appraisel letter, i hope i won't lose cat's and her husband face.

Recently so lazy,like eg today woke up at 12plus and watch tv all the wat till 4 plus and prepare to go wrk after that,sooner or later i will become lazy bum liao.Hope before i start my FT job i can make full use of time with the ppl i want to, but still abit hard, when i'm free the other party might not be free.Within this period i will try to do all the things i wanna or have to do de=)

Entertainment pic of the day=)

this picture actually took quite long ago le.Haha,he's the best helper and cheerful person in PK anyway=)CHEERS!

I've been thinking what's on ur mind lately

2009-06-17T01:04:00.005+08:00

Recently was busy with my assignments and projects etc. Sunday went out early in the morning, afternoon meet up amalina to help me on my proj met up with lao ma zi(irene) for dinner last minute.Juz projection spends me like few hours le lor.Sianz.amalina chats with irene and mas while i'm hearing and doing my wrk at the same time.Best!hahaha..dinner on irene's treat,owe her a meal liao lor..think her bdae will treat back her again=)bought essence for her bdae.

Monday home projects assignment for 5hours at home and went to amk for my dinner with ky,after that cyn's chaffeur came!dare to bluff me AH SAM DRIVE?!?!?!qi you ci li..haha okay anyway free transport for me and ky and went to timah with wm,cyn,sam for pratas..long time never had a pratas meal le..last one is still with Qy at yck.Anyway had many laughter..cramp my stomach lor..never expect there's so many joker in our sec sch..think back and say out will really cry out our laughters lor!!!
1.oh wan xin
2.Xinyi
3.Hkh
etcetc..
went to don know whose condo and see ambience.
Mans and womans conversations
"why emperor die so early"
"why man will go find another gal even when they already had one"
"why womans pregnant"
"why some womans can't pregnant"
come and ask me why if u wanna know..haha.
anyway,
now i have so many name from cyn and wm liao lor,
"kim ban lok"
"kong long"
"xiao hong"
"hong hong"
seriously don know how ur can think of lor.!basketball hahaha!
i wan learn cantonese hokkien and teochew so i can communicates easily=)
anyway some cantonese songs r really nice.

today went to work and catherine told me so many things that i find it so true, but sometimes i juz find that what i wanna do is beyond my ability.
But "still can find ways de if i really wants", that's what she said.

Really wanna thanks catherine for so many help.
my studies, career, my so many even when i tell her about the person i had crush on all she really advice and guide me alot ever since i work there,seldom can find such a perfect manager!she knows i can help her alot, but because of my futures she really help me to think where i should go next...
so many million thanks to her.Find one day really must buy her a dinner liao.even though she always ask me to clean this and that up, but i'm very willing.I can learn even more on cleaning,anyway that's better lor..keep me moving when there's no customer so i won't become like hippo=)so actually can say that i love working with her.If she needs any of my help i will find all my means to help her!cheers=D
I JUZ LOVE WORKING IN PK=)

p/m:sometimes u r cold sometimes u r warm sometimes u r normal...what r u really thinking of?Do u know what i'm thinking of?

entertainment pic of the day
this is joumie,her birthday gift from catherine but i chose for him,haha..that's how he wore

2009-06-07T02:17:00.002+08:00

finally went out again after cooping at home for days..
shop shop shop
eat eat eat
drive drive drive..straight straight straight to "KAMPONGS"
drive chat eat..
round and round and balek kampongs
though not much things to shop..but craps and chats still cheer the day up..

Sometimes i juz do think that things is better to clarify out rather than keeping it to urself.Misunderstanding juz will continue and drags..

sometimes i really don understand why like that.
Let it be bah.I don have the power/ability to change anything.

2009-06-05T00:22:00.002+08:00

Morning late for wrk again sia...
die..i hate ppl who works late..yet myself still like that..haiyoyo..hahaha..i muz change change change..
lunch busy..dinner so free..so done housekeeping.
ok anyway looking forward ah sam drives la.!!hahaha.
cyn bringing a hailer and mmmm...psssst
playing new map on L4D w yt jayven ky lo!..
and our drink drank drunk session...
power..i won't dou de..chiong ah

17th june is coming..dead date..left 12 days which is like not even 2 weeks..
will get prepared everything well n nice for max.passed passed passed..lazy lazy lazy!there there there here here here!!!!...wooosssshhhh...
GOGOGOGOGOGOGOGO!!!!!

What's on my mind

2009-06-04T00:24:00.005+08:00

went out with ah sam and cyn to cwp to eat pizza hut.
I'm juz a typical s'porean who can complain easily.haha..but i don find any thing i complain is wrong de lei..
COS IS FACT LO..hahaha..got discount in the end after using my power english to talk with the mgr.
told sam and cyn .when i wrk in a restaurant whenever these kind of customer complain is because they juz wan discount that's y they make a big fuss and bla bla bla..hokkien"gien peng gien sai" ..now i'm the customer so my thinking is like i gien peng gien sai at least cheaper lor!!hahahaha!!!..
But seriously if the service is ok i also ok de lei.
why want to give me see so many mistakes..like juz 1 or 2 i still can endure..wapiang eh..so many lor..my temper of cos will rise till very high la!!
ah sam still can say" i and cyn wait for u outside first ah"..haha bastard!
went to face shop to acc cyn buy the nail polish this and that la..in the end i spend the most inside.HAHAHA..listen..good..ok..buy..DIE!..

thinking of 1 thing that might be funny.Collecting coins of 1 dollar for marriage.
Hahaha sounds lunatic ah..But i believe miracle might happens hoh?=D
alot of thing starts from 1 dollar!!HAHAHAHA!!!if really cannot then also can find other thing to do.

sometimes i'm thinking...
at a point of time i can be very friendly suddenly quiet suddenly noisy.i never know what's my next reaction,always!
i can suddenly say i wan learn bike..think le learn car better..suddenly this and that.
I'm juz complicated, never make a decision easily cos of hesitation.if i make a reckless decision and i upset/hurt anybody i will regretted and upset as well.
now i'm trying to have the concept
"JUZ DO IT"
................................................................................ decision made wrongly find another way out..try to make up the wrongs. But never give up one thing easily.though it might be hard at least u tried!but say easy hard to do lor!haha..
But if making a decision that will make someone unhappy i will start to find a way to make things the best.But sometimes things that comes out from my mind is like shit lor.never a good thing.sometimes even make thing worst.

FIXED..FOCUS..

Facial washy washy when i'm backed from my tummy exe=D

The day

2009-06-03T04:09:00.002+08:00

morning woke up around 10plus..
bathe le and went to woodlands to check my CPF thingy and so went to find my mum after that.
Anyway my medisave is only 600plus..
thinking if i extract my wisdom tooth out will need more than that..so thinking of using my mum's medisave instead.But scare lor, thinking if i can endure the pain and don extract out anot.
went to plaza sing to meet qy,xy,ama=D..at first really very full,cos i eaten at around 3plus at my mum's place.After that i suddenly hungry when i see swen's menu, like so tempted for their bake rice so got salmon mush bk rice for myself=)
Actually also don wan smoke de.But got tempted lor, somebody keep asking me go smoke smoke smoke, so really got tempted le then call jayven to acc me liao lor.
At first thought jayven finishing wrk at 11..so thought of gg to find yt 1st instead of waiting for her lor..bastard, in the end still very long!always last min.so from PS we walk to CINE and find yt then later on last min decide again gg back khatib and chat,slack=D.
went home about 3plus..same skill=)...

sometimes i was just thinking of what i hav already decided.But still have hesitation here and there.I'm juz always so complicated.

"Love the way u smile
Love the way u talks
Love the way u silence yourself"
-Just Love The Way You Are- =D

2009-05-22T23:29:00.002+08:00

dammm unhappy with myself during dinner timw..
accidentally spilled chilli on customer bag..
gucci bag somemore 1000++ this is wad she said...
but i also can't assume is fake la..no choice..void her whole bill out as compensation..wanted to pay off her bill so won't so ma fan..but my colleague senior keep ask me not to pay..so i never le lo..
anyway is my fault so i don hav the right to be angry..
just have to be more careful like wad my sis and catherine said

morning when to do something..got ppl praise me say i do till very nice lei..haha..
so honoured..but actually i uses my heart to do bah..that's y hav that kind of result which i'm happy too...

done a most ridiculous thing..
a customer ordered thingy to t/a..i took the order i collected the payment and..after a while..i called her and ask her come and collect the food...
argghhh jian gui le...haha...i'm shocked also..power sia..sometimes i'm thinking whether i hav dementia anot..
but i know juz cause my mind had too much thingy le...

2009-05-19T01:31:00.002+08:00

hahaha..so lazy to blog recently.
didn't update those pics.as takes very long time
everyone needs to go through and been through all different kind of situations etc.
-how u gonna solve it is one thing
-how u gonna look at it is another thing
most importantly is never get upset/too troubled over one thing easily..
i'm not as strong as wad ur might think.but i on my way learning?practicing.
maybe one day i might changed?
but definitely i want to be stronger.I BELIEVE I CAN..juz that my determination is never strong..
because i gives up things easily.
but still i will improved myself even more by proving it.

2009-05-08T00:04:00.005+08:00

times juz passed all the way.....

anyway..THANKS FOR EVERYTHING..

THANKS..my family who still remembered my bdae an had a dinner with me

THANKS..cyn,hwa,jun,sam for celebrating with me at botanic garden with all the foods i love=)and a movie with all kind of laughters even show is bored to max..thanks cyn for letting me to feel that my hand is poison first time i my life..thanks jun,san,hwa..for letting me their clothes hahaha
thanks for the perfume ur bought=)

THANKS..ky yt val jayven for having a wondersul dinner with me on my bdae at suki sushi and the cake that i onli ate a mouth or something,the rest all inside my nose my eyes etc..thanks
(still have ah)..

THANKS..cindy for giving me such a wonderful surprise..acc me for hours..and always concerns my health..thanks for the lovely water bottle and the small little cute cake..bringing a lighter but no candle=)hahaha..though is like that but i still love it la=)

THANKS.. PK for celebrating my bdae with me as well every year since i joined=)

THANKS..CAT for the gift as well=)

THANKS..those ppl who still remembered my bdae..a msg from ur i'm happy le=)

THANKS EVERYONE FOR EVERYTHING UR GAVE....
THE DAYS WITH ALL OF U WILL ALWAYS BE INSIDE MY HEART=)...

I'm not a good friend neither a a good sister inside my family..
so i really do satisfied for everything even juz for a little thing ur do=)

this photos is i took during my birthday with XXB

everyone so hungry can anddddddddd...after taking out all food all kind of pattern come out..ehich is they chiong to eat le=)hahaha..

my bdae in PK..together with sh and jon..the may birday ppl=)

the rest will be blogged on my next entry..=)

juz don know y..

2009-04-26T00:05:00.003+08:00

somehow miss the night life with them...playing pokers chatting all kinds of craps we had in the past..juz miss night life even juz weeks we didn't really spend out together le..cos of my work..yt sch,ky wrk,jay work..thinking next time having my own bike b4 moving on to get car to meet them in easier way ba and come back i and jayven won't hav to take cab le..=)..but firstly i muz be real hardworking towards working life so i can get what i wants in the future..like able to afford this and that..so actually somehow chionging my work to get what i wants first..time is money..
though working is rather impt...but of cos i don wish to neglect all my frens around me..i still need to play and relax myself de lo..
wanna go m'sia go thai go taiwan!!..m'sia still ok..thai needs quite alot of $ and over there is so chaotic now..so ...

but nvm actually s'pore i also haven walk fnish so many places i wanna go actually..haha..before stepping into my real working life...feel like going first...finding companions is very impt..cos make sure they muz not be bored..wahaha..

anyway
wad is the purpose of life in my mind?!.." JIU SHI KUAI LE, BU RAN GEN BEN MEI YOU CUN ZAI DE YI YI LE"
suddenly MISS "U" "UR" "UR" "UR" SO MUCH!!!..hope ur r still doing fine lo=)..
also..i'm waiting for my swens pay..hope can get faster than wad i had expect..cos i wanna see how's aunties doin and also chef irene,managers..miss them too!!

all my life
i would never find another lover
sweeter than you, sweeter than you
and i will never find another lover
more precious than you, more precious than you
girl you are
close to me you're like my mother
close to me you're like my father
close to me you're like my sister
close to me you're like my brother
you are the only one, you're my everything
and for you this song i sing..
all my life
i've prayed for someone like you
and i thank god that i, that i finally found you
all my life
i've prayed for someone like you
and i hope that you feel the same way too
yes, i pray that you do love me too
said, i promised you'll never fall in love with a stranger
you're all i'm thinking of, i praise the lord above
for sending me your love, i cherish every hug
i really love you
all my life, i've prayed for someone like you
and i thank god that i, that i finally found you
all my life, i've prayed for someone like you
and i hope that you feel the same way too
yes, i pray that you do love me
you're all that i ever known
when you smile, on my face, all i see is a glow
you turned my life around
you picked me up when i was down
and i hope that you feel the same way too
yes, i pray that you do love me too
all my life, i've prayed for someone like you
all my life, i've prayed for someone like you
and i thank god that i, that i finally found you
all my life, i've prayed for someone like you
and i hope that you feel the same way too
all my life, i've prayed for someone like you
and i thank god that i, that i finally found you
all my life, i've prayed for someone like you
and i hope that you feel the same way too
yes, i pray that you do love me too
i would never find another lover
sweeter than you
sweeter than you..

this song as i always wanted to sing in kbox..but always forgotten the tittle till i finally bothered to go see my Mp3 wat's the tittle...

songs

2009-04-23T01:13:00.006+08:00

juz wanna post all the songs that..... i like

<<爱的路上只有我和你>>

不知道什么时候开始喜欢这里
每个夜里都会来这里看你
你长的这么美丽叫我不能不看你
看不到你我就迷矢了自己

好想牵你的手走过风风雨雨
有什么困难我都陪着你
直到天长地久直到天荒地老
爱的路上只有我和你

不知道什么时候开始喜欢这里
每个夜里都会来这里看你
你长的这么美丽叫我不能不看你
看不到你我就迷矢了自己

有时候你很调皮总是让我着急
一颗心总是为你跳不停
只要一闭上眼睛总有千百万个你
你的影子装满我的脑海里

不能够不想你也不能够忘记你
总是在梦里一直看到你
多想对你说句我是真的爱你
对我的心不要再怀疑

好想牵你的手走过风风雨雨
有什么困难我都陪着你
直到天长地久直到天荒地老
爱的路上只有我和你

好想牵你的手走过风风雨雨
有什么困难我都陪着你
直到天长地久直到天荒地老
爱的路上只有我和你

this songs is kinda old..but is nice bah,from richie yen..

<<小酒窝>>

我还在寻找
一个依靠和一个拥抱
谁替我祈祷替我烦恼
为我生气为我闹
幸福开始有预兆
缘分让我们慢慢紧靠
然后孤单被吞没了
无聊变得有话聊有变化了
小酒窝长睫毛
是你最美的记号
我每天睡不着想念你的微笑
你不知道你对我多么重要
有了你生命完整的刚好
小酒窝长睫毛
迷人得无可救药
我放慢了步调
感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好
我永远爱你到老
☆...
幸福开始有预兆
缘分让我们慢慢紧靠
然后孤单被吞没了
无聊变得有话聊有变化了
小酒窝长睫毛是你最美的记号
我每天睡不着想念你的微笑
你不知道你对我多么重要
有了你生命完整的刚好
小酒窝长睫毛
迷人得无可救药
我放慢了步调
感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好我永远爱你到老
小酒窝长睫毛
迷人得无可救药
我放慢了步调
感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好
我永远爱你到老

this songs seems to be cute xiaojiuwo..our L4D names...haha

another song also very nice=)

<<唯一色彩>>

蓝色天空看不懂
遗忘的彩虹
汽车拥挤像喧闹的蜜蜂
有谁特别留恋我的面容
不管世界多精彩
都看成黑白
没有什么很心爱
没有什么可不爱
不问声音的由来
我身影跟着我相依为命
与我跳舞摇摆不停
我世界寂寞的风平浪静
从来看不到美丽风景
我的黑我的白
变成最灿烂的未来
才明白天要我等待一个人到来
变成我唯一色彩
oh lonely eyes
你是深蓝色的大海
涌向我梦境都打开
Oh baby
我迫不及待生命有了主宰
心跳有新的节拍
你是我唯一色彩

this song is from para para sakura.

<>

if the heart is always searching,
can you ever find a home?
i've been looking for that someone,
i'll never make it on my own.
dreams can't take the place of loving you,
there's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.

when you look me in the eyes,
and tell me that you love me.
everything's alright,
when you're right here by my side.
when you look me in the eyes,
i catch a glimpse of heaven.
i find my paradise,
when you look me in the eyes.

how long will i be waiting,
to be with you ?
gonna tell you that i love you,
in the best way that i can.
i can't take a day without you here,
you're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

when you look me in the eyes,
and tell me that you love me.
everything's alright,
when you're right here by my side.
when you look me in the eyes,
i catch a glimpse of heaven.
i find my paradise,
when you look me in the eyes.

more and more, i start to realize,
i can reach my tomorrow,
i can hold my head high,
and it's all because you're by my side.

when you look me in the eyes,
and tell me that you love me.
everything's alright,
when you're right here by my side.
and when i hold you in my arms,
i know that it's forever
i just gotta let you know,
i never wanna let you go, cause

when you look me in the eyes.
and tell me that you love me.
everything's alright, (it's alright)
when you're right here by my side.
when you look me in the eyes,
i catch a glimpse of heaven. (oh)
i find my paradise,
when you look me in the eyes.
oh yeah oh whoa yeah

this 4 songs expressed me out alot..but... ... ...

FOREST TREE!!!!

2009-04-22T22:44:00.005+08:00

OK..today went out around 11 and go to tampines to hav my lunch..wow
amazing lo...ppl walk pass think i come out from the 7th month..
qy bought charsiew rice for me..in the end i actually went out to buy lor mee..so i hav 2 plates in front of me..i was like so shocked lo..
ok push quite alot of rice to GG..

went down to forest tree adventure after that..is fun lo, alot of chAllenging games..took alot of pics..but no chance to upload yet cos is with xy's cam.. flying fox 4 time ..3 time land on the sand..finally 4th time i succeed=)haha no crash land or wad=)..

dehydrated..so where's the nearest and cheapest drink..hehehe..TP..change and buy drink.. 1 ginger beer and 2 chinchow add soybean..

ice cream and dinner at east coast and siplap there..ooooooo..ate alot today..

gonna be different sizing soon..=)

whoooooooooosh

2009-04-22T02:06:00.005+08:00

today finally is my last day of attachment..
here goes my story!!=)
work 1-11 today..3hours on service..after my break time guessed wad?..
dishwasher lei=)
haha quite happy cos no need to work here and there wahaha...
kena sabo after that..actually thought they were tired and will let go easily never expect so power lo..after i washed finished everything wahaha but b4 that i prank on qy and xy putting potato on their face and their reaction is like"my face oily i wanna buy facial de"haha..so funny la!!..anyway marshmallow top done by mdm jes...chase her all the way wow outside got ppl hide wanna splash me with all the whip cream sia.. and wahaha..she also kena sia cos i managed to catch her and share my blissful creams with her..hidayah mdm jes xy and qy all kena..haha at least i'm not alone lo..cos all i chased..hehe
after finish changing..go outside le..snow spray etc..so shocked when there's second round lo.. and u know when i was making back hidayah..she shout like don wan don wan and a uncle wanna act hero sia.." ying xiong jiu mei" but is "gou xiong chou mei"..think i wanna molest her like that..think too far le ba haha...
nvm suan le..anyway really appreciate for those gifts and effort...
pics taken=)

No idea why...

2009-04-16T23:13:00.002+08:00

Today morning ask qy to join me and michelle for breakfast but ended up late for work..i work 9..940 woke up..didn't set alarm and i turn it to silent mode accidentally...so guilty cos qy went to work early,purpose is to eat breakfast..ended up helping me to open alfresco as FOC...so guilty sia plus when michelle never scold me still smile with me even more guilty but at least my mind is abit ease..if is another one i think i gonna get forms le..
Left with 5days for work..don know why i also feel abit unhappy but also happy..
talked to my sis again today..her words make sense but i think i also hav my own thinking..
many ppl give me diff advise but i'm the only one who really can make my own decision..whether will fall i not sure, but at least i did tried..

Celebrating al's birthday

2009-04-13T00:19:00.014+08:00

OK.let me think think think

Is fri morning,woke up at 5..don't know actually early in the morning there's no traffic jam..and i get myself out of the house abt 5.50,waited for the first bus.
reached work at 630..super early when i look at my phone timing..was like shocked la..went 7 eleven to waste money le lo..hungry sia.Haha..
morning was so quiet and fun la..
opening with a small ppl and a white tiger..later followed by a cheerful crappy one and a few more and more and a young ahma..
too boring in the morning nd the small little gal wrote this

so "creative"

after work the sky wasting water down for nothing cos sky don hav to pay money for it so it on so big la..and so went to eat porridge..wow got ppl treat me sia..so good ah..ok went home to changed straight.. and rushed down for al's bdae party at khatib..but plan was screwed up..kinda upset actually..but at least still managed to celebrate...photos at mac

THIS IS HER "ALETHIA" the main role for the day

YT threaten her with a water gun asking her to wear the specs all the way when is night NOT day if not yt will shoot her with water.Damm funny la=)

sitting down with the "colourful" sunglass

went to hav CHILLIES CRAB with rice while waiting for YK..anyway is sooooo SEDAP!!!finished ALL!!

watching tv while enjoying!!

still wanna act cute with her colouful sunglass la.Thought wan to ask al to wear all the way?wahaha..

heading down to cineleisure after crabbing to catch movie but didn't managed to as the tickets r like filling fast sold out don hav etc...so skipped and went down 12th element str8

journey on train to somerset pics..let's see the photographers skills
done by jayven
firstly..hahaha

secondly..hahahaha

thirdly..hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha....

finally..nananananana.

okok and i think i'm love taking pics the most=)

jayven acting angry?...haha i also don know lo

starting from left..yawning..crying..stoning..hearing earpiece..neck stuck..=)

someone chup ji ka lol:)wahaha

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on the way to 12th element and pics at there...

al acting to be sumo 2 haha..=)

12th element

play eat drink

ok i'm the sumoking..they r the sumo kids haha, i find i and this sumo always take pic..

Prata's DAY

2009-04-12T08:45:00.012+08:00

went prata after my work on thur..qy and i was famished at that point of time and guessed wad??we wanted to order 5 initially,but cut down to 4 but in the end i ate 3 lo..and this qy juz ate one and pushed the rest of the pratas to me becoz i seldom waste food de lo..see i always so good one.=)

This is the pic when she's staring at the pratas and the "duh, the pratas r yours" face came out..so cheeky ah?

And this is the face tt's is so happy, thinking"haha,i'm gonna finish soon"

after that went home straight to sleep after meetin jayven at plaza..haha cos she bought a new phone that can play new games ah.. she's was so delighted lo=) haha

anyway no time to update on actual day as always...=)

2009-04-12T07:45:00.009+08:00

on tue is the last day with my mgr cc.cos she will be gg home and no chance to wrk with each other anymore le,so she decided to start doing michelle's chilli sauce on my face..then i told michelle,"shit gonna have alot of pimple for sure".haha guessed wad she reply?"Lucky u never kena ai peng's wan if not u sure run to toilet and wash ur whole head" i laughed to the max..but i was thinking kinda true lo.
anyways These are few pics me and cc... cos i end up playing all kinds of sauce/toppings

HER ANGRY FACE AS I MAKE UNTIL HER SHIRT WAHAHAHA!!!

went DO after that but never went in as i'm wearing slippers
after the two tipsy ppl come out..went to eat maggi and walk to the front front..they found a danger keep out board and they actually played on the cars..and the cars inside ppl all open their mouth and see wan lo..haha..

and after that we went to the cofy shop to eat and play poker..wahaha
these photos show 2 of the flower idiots..haha..chinese call "hua chi" heex

HUA TING

HUA VEN

So cool ah me?

Wow sei this gal power lo..took this photo on by my phone and asked yt..wow i look so innocent hoh??yt the HUH face come out lo..haha and i juz secretly laughed onli woth no hesitation..cos is like so......wahaha

school day

2009-04-07T01:17:00.005+08:00

ooooooo...times past..15 days left
today went school late again sia..lucky never get scolded lo...haha..
after school went to amk..while waiting for yt,ky jayven..went to listen to a uncle playing songs with his instrument...
so nice lo..haha playing psp and hearing his songs..
his a handicapped..sometimes juz admire them by having such courage and never hide at home but chose to perform outside..hate ppls who onli knows how to ask for strangers money..or ask strangers for cig..
Anyway while on the way back to khatib..guessed what yt has done
let's see

pasting stickers on ppl's back..strangers lagi..haha
after that when the guy is alighting the sticker dropped...
and she picked it out and look for the next victim..
ends up with a jc guy's bag..haha..laughed and laughed sia..
ok i went home first cos later need to wake up at 645am...
this week more of the days will be morning shift sia=)

recently pics in swens
amazing SEE!!!one person onli hoh wahaha

This guy juz wanna scared off kids sia..and he managed to=)

16days to go

2009-04-06T02:22:00.002+08:00

Wahaha left 16days to go..
happy??not realli lei..
sad?? not really lei..
but really damm alot of memory within the year..
this tue will be the last working day with cecilia...she going back her town and after i go then she will be back..
but nothing lasts forever...got to make the wise decision and move on isn't it...
ate alot today sia..all the ice cream ...like WOW..i can feel my stomachs growing...

sit up sit up sit up...
later liao lo..
sleep sleep le..school tml..=)

guessed?..

2009-04-04T00:58:00.011+08:00

ppl tend to be bias?
can we see wad's a person real intention?
anyway went to watch movie ytd at plaza sing with xy n cdy with juz a normal shirt slipper and bermudas..at first don know will go till town lo..This is my first time sia..so paisei..but thinking aiyo no ppl will look at me also..so nvm lo..positive right?cdy said de lo!!bad ah..
after that went khatib to meet yt ky..
So guilty lo..let the sleepy yt wait for me and ky so long lo..
so slack..wait till jayven reach..then morning bus back again..
went for work late again..so long never for at luck hours..didn't realise they actually change thingy w/out telling me lo..sianx..then give cust n mgr scolds..my attitude from bad to worst then awhile also good back le..actually the way i could bring my temper down is to think of happy things..

my recents pics that yet to upload
ALL the pics of val's 19th bdae

ColleaGueS in SWeNs

UncLe RizaL!!

MY cLassMATES!!!

Pics At KboX

wahaha..i don know that my camera put too tall le..in the end...

the duck..

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=StiLL dEciDinG=
=STiLL hAvInG tHougHts=
=MAkiNg oN tHe nExt MovEs=

2009-03-30T02:07:00.005+08:00

i also hav happy times de not only bad..
working with the ppl(s) i likes makes my mood super doober good
don know why suddenly after work after sat night then my mood turns good,from very moody then change 360..
got movie
got garlic rice
and got...
i'm contented...
on thur went out with XXB..also get alot of funny things though there's abit stupid things...
and i think cyn blog is really making me "famous" down there lo..Thanks to her my name is so well known le la!they called me ms akz...
at least i'm not so bad ah..at least there's still friends around me...

exhausted

2009-03-30T00:45:00.002+08:00

feel more "tired" working le.Especially ytd plus today totally don't have the mood ba and i'm getting weaker,losing my strength, spirit, determination.I know this world is unfair.but seeing the situations,people character there, i really can't take it.But at least i'm still able to work despite alot of "shits" i got in sudden or wad.
Everyone do have a mistake,especially when ppl r ill.Even though to some ppl, it might be an excuse but when u don even let the person take MC?Only thing know is to blame instead of encouraging.
if let's say is not on "ur" shift and i see like not enough ppl i confirm don care and juz take MC de lo regardless of any words from anyone.But in the end wad i get is that sentence from "u" and that attitude from u.damm disappointed until i feel like hack care everything and juz leave immediately..but for the sake of MYSELF i juz hav to tolerate for few weeks..
ppl who r very likeable get to sms in front of managers w/out scolding..lazy nothing happen,go toilet very long nothing happen,go break abit longer also nothing happen,because they know how to suck up to manager's ass.Thanks man cos i'm not that kind,so thinking of these i can be more positive..but there's still BUTS..cos UNFAIR!!
today on afternoon shift 2 person late...on the board only got 1 person hav late and the person is me..another one who r also often late can say almost everyday didn't write..thinking maybe i seldom late recently that's y u write so nvm lo even is so unfair and can see is so damm bias..
LAZY PEOPLE BUT KNOWS HOW TO SUCK UP TO R BEING LOVED.
but always remember one thing ..
-ppl who hav the ability don hav the suck up to..one day they will also find another way out!
even though i hate the place but at least i learn alot of things.That is, the good and the bad experiences.Should i say i have growed there?Hope so ba..!!
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Your behaviour has coloured my opinion of you(s).
Unfair leaders have jaundiced her view of politics.
Lying has prejudiced the public against them.
Bitterness has warped your judgment.

works

2009-03-19T01:44:00.006+08:00

today went to work as usual,but during closing time really not happy..today a new staff work and start at 5 n went home at 9pm.Left 5, 2mgr 1 sup 1 fountain staff and me.
EXHAUSTED lo..(THERE's reasons behind)so hope that the sup is replaced with juz a CSR so can divide works equally lo..
tml working 6..shiok shift cos can do many things at home like laundry pack my room etc and most importantly waking up late!though is boring but ok la,times still past.
anyway juz because of a little issue and gov want to make till like a big issue,don understand at all sia.
Call my mum recently,didn't pick up my phone.SMS me..thinks she's stress..scare after my attachment there will be no break for me.i still feel like gg HK/TW lei.
BUT..things will never go so smoothly for me.
anyway do enjoy work past few weeks..more ptimers r working..can avoid working with the AP..ooooooo haha..even is the short forms of name but can be represent as
-ATTITUDE PROBLEM..
wahaha...
juz thought of it la.need to cut down on my bad habits le...
LEFT 1 MONTH 3 DAYS and will be leaving swens..will be upset cos won't bear to leave some MGR(2) and some PT staff[2+(1)],miss all the craps and fun as well..
and the always same sentences
"YAO SI O'MEI DA MEI XIAO"
"YAO SI O'BU YAO HAI WO O"
never fails to make me laugh!!!
and another one who do make all kind of funny complains..
after hearing on jayven's conversation of a complaints on phone..
will think thrice again of wad i should do in my future le=)
ANYWAY!!!
time to go digest le!

busyss

2009-03-06T03:55:00.004+08:00

After the post of jayven's bdae ..never had an entry again as i was too lazy to blog.
after jayven's bdae is actually ky's lo..but never had a chance to write..here's some pic during her bdae celebration at sentosa after my work that day

hope u like ur presents lo..
(staying as a draft inside my blog quite a long time le..as i always sleep halfway when typing)

jayven birthday

2009-01-18T22:35:00.005+08:00

THE FIRST POST IN 2009!!!!
JAN 18th
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SISTER AND JAYVEN!!!!
didn't join jayven they all for steamboat cos too rushed le...
met them at clarke quay went for the bungy and x-treme swing..one of the person who work there ask jayven whether she juz finish her PSLE LOL!!haha but confirm joking de ma=)anyway we shouted so loud lo..haha..BUT I SHOUT THE LOUDEST!!not i scared lo juz because i love shouting wahaha...but malu lo..after trishaw down to boat quay along we play the bubble thingy..went to drink and went home le..
no matter wad at least u do enjoy=)..
jayven's cutting cake

celebrating at clarke quay

she's wearing the doraemon towel and become JAYRAEMON=)

giving out the first awards!!

when jayven blowing the candle

so late then put this post up cos is still in my draft for so longy time la

SIANZ

2008-12-09T00:53:00.003+08:00

Wanna change my blogskin lo..but i don know how to..haha..waiting for my jayven to come back!
I MISS HER!!haha..wonder wad she's buying for me man!!wahaha..
Sat night went to power house to celebrate my classmate BDAE for her..she's a malay and u know wad..is her first time drinking and going clubbing..in the end she really seh sia!!..keep shouting omg vomitted to the max..
At first there were 7 ppl decided to go..in the end 1 by 1 all never go..left 4..
so before waiting for another guy to come we went clarke quay to play X-TREME SWING..lucky she did enjoyed that..get the last train down to power house..
the guy come 2min go off liao..coz he can't get in hais how sad..
1 left early...
in the end me and her left..waiting for the other classmate to come to fetch her home and sleep lo..
she keep crying...see liao also don know wad to do..her 18th bdae celebration was gone..hais!
lucky i got go sia..cos before that actually i don't wanna go de..if not she really cry to the max..
8.30am reach home..wake up 11.45...working at 12..knew i'm late i rush down to work..1pm then reach..kena scold..after work went drink...till morning..reach home 8am+..woke up at 1..working at 12..reach at 2.30..this time RM never even talk..but after that ok le..one of my frend do a cooler sia..evertime she come i sure gt alot of drinks to drink de lo!Thanks ah my friend!
today one of my manager last day and fly back phillipines..though she sometime very.. but i still will miss her lo..cos she's fun and irritating..
ok gotta sleep le if not i will die..wahaha..

changes

2008-12-01T00:47:00.003+08:00

Now, no matter like wad my RM scold i also don give any damm..bcoz she's juz being unreasonable...hack care!..
drop a christmas log cake..paid 41.09..can be write in incident report de is another mgr in my outlet name cecilia told me de..
nvm..wadever SHE juz wanna bring up the sales..so..she don even give any mercy..one cake is like my 2 days pay lo..
tml gonna wake up VERY EARLY FOR MY SCHOOl...so gonna sleep soon liao..haha..will meet up my friends tml ba=)

THE NEW SHOPS

2008-11-27T01:37:00.003+08:00

Today after work went to yishun northpoint meet up the CHENyt and al..
al late so me and that CHEN went shop...saw so many flowery gal clothes that "suits" her so much lo..wahaha...why ppl will paisei to ask squeeze pimple thing?..haha..can't get it lo..that CHEN keep say i fart when i didn't lo..hoh?guess must be herself liao lo hehehe...after finally saw al..we went to that japanese foodcourt..well decorated..like got nice food gonna try the pizza there one day..anyway CHEN had her raw salmon...woooooooooooo very nice..haha..raw thing is the best..yyyyuuuuuuuuukkkkkkkk...me and al had some sushi..bought the chawanmushi at ONLY $1 so worth it right..and all the sushi after 9/9.30 got 30%off lei..GRAB AND GO LO!!!
went "singing" at yishun...singer of the night is CHENyt..haha..and one of the song is so repeating la..then when al say wow..finally liao ah..i juz burst out my laughter cos is damm funny LOL!!!..
when home after that...gonna sleep liao and prepare for work TOMMOROW 12-11...chiong ah=)

play play play

2008-11-26T01:33:00.003+08:00

ytd morning went school so stress..if next mon i not gonna reach on time i will be doomed!..haha...after that met ky jayven al go watch chihuahua...super doober nice..very nice...wahaha muz watch i don mind watching the second time seriously=)
on the way back home...me and jayven board the mrt..and we chatted.along the way..jayven asked me..today yk got work ah?then i say should be ba..then suddenly we heard SEWBAWANG...don know why out of sudden i go ask jayven.."eh wan go down admiral ma?"..jayven replied,"go lo"=)with the smiley face and we juz walk out without having any second thoughts..drank and went home sleep at 5am..
today woke up 930 prepare to go "w"..after that brought hor fun for my mum to eat and help her to do her accounts thingy..
in the end she drove me to khatib there..went playing basketball instead of the "projects"wahahahaha...karhwa one of my XXB got into unhappiness..being her counsellor for 1 hour ba..ANYWAY hu shui never bring ball..but we still did play cos got ppl lend us wahaha...
anyway!!!HU SHUI HAD DONE SOMETHING THAT IS CRAZY MAN...!!HAHA...HU SHUI"2"(AL) AND ZX know...SO I CHASE AFTER HER AND SMACK HER BACKSIDE UPSIDE DOWN...WAHAHA..I'm SUPER AH=)...
gonna sleep and wake up at 9AM TML!!!

gonna get sick soon

2008-11-22T00:15:00.002+08:00

omg..keep telling myself i muz finish my hw but you xin wu li ah..
even i at home my heart also outside or only thinking of playing games in com / watching tv at home..
gonna buck up on my studies le..
heard so many things about my colleagues cook/chef..
nothing in this world is fair...this sentence motivates me alot..even i do more job during work is also ok but juz that recently i can feel my body is getting much more weaker..like today work from morning 9am-10pm..think i muz exercise back liao to keep my body fit and healthy=)
75% occcupies my workplace..
15% with friends together..
5% sleep..
5% doing all kind of things..like housework.watch tv play games..
need to find sometime with my mother as well liao..i miss her..
need to find motivation for myself to go school and finish all the undone hw/projects..=)
gonna sleep...i'm so tired..rest enough first before i got sick..

MY 'off day'

2008-11-21T01:14:00.002+08:00

today went to get to eat my fav ckt still got $$$..wahaha..after my "work" went home to pack room awhile then go out liao ..meet jayven thought of watching movie de but..haha EX LEI..so went to eat talk arcade talk...
tml working at MORNING 9 lei..but still awake at this hour..think tml gonnna b extreme tired so i will have 2 double shot of expresso in the morning and SHIT

na tian hen nan dao lai dan shi wo hai hui mo mo shou hu he zhao gu ni sui ran zhen de xiang he ni zai yi qi dan ni de kuai le mu qian bi ren he dong xi hai yao zong yao..bu hui xiang yao fang kai ying wei shi ni

HAPPY=)and sad=(

2008-11-19T01:53:00.005+08:00

monday can't wake up for skool...hais so sian..
i know if i still don go i will eventually get kick out by the school liao..really wanna work hard but...haha still rather play then anything else..always hav the thought like play first lo..later then do hw..in the end play finish sleep..haha
went to bp plaza with yt and jayven for my extension of student plan..thanks to yt that i can hav my 1000 smses...haha..she went to buy the candy floss lo..like kid like that..all the teeth pink to the max especially tongue..
went back to northpoint there play arcade...all the kids games we play finish liao le lo...but ok la..quite fun lo..juz that my hand stretches too much becayse of a rolling ball game..haha..now so pain la..later one hand long and one hand short..
after arcade went to play muscular games..

the one i carry is my HU SHUI...

When Val wanna CARRY ME!!..haha..

TWO MUSCULARS WITH TWO XIAO HAI ZI=)
after finish the bao here and there the game we head down to XINWANG eat..val keep feed zixin..so sweet lo..i keep eat fries wahaha.next time gonna try the mango snow ice..heard from jayven and yt like very delicious..GONNA TRY ONE DAY!!=)
back home and do songs and slept at 5 and wake at 9.30 and went to work..and down to khatib and slack and home=)..
I WILL NEVER FORGET THE GUY WITH RED HAIR LIKE PERVERT KEEP WAVIING AND SMILING AT YINGTING DE!!!

2008-11-07T01:53:00.003+08:00

today work...almost late but lucky told myself that i die die must wake up no matter wad wahaha..after that went to play basketball..so tiiirrrrreeeeeeedddddddd...but ookk la...excersing ma..good for health right..juz that tml going to hav blister liao
lo..running bare footed cause blister haha...
gonna sleep soon so i'm juz so yawning liao

Jun bdae

2008-11-03T03:49:00.006+08:00

never hav the chance to blog for jun birthday......
went down plaza sing swens to eat..celebrate jun bdae
after eating down to double O...play drink drank..
lihwa first one to seh...
met yt there..join awhile left and back again and gone...haha
sam also awhile go back sleep le LOL..headpain..ouch ouch!!..haha
at the dancefloor there i rmb i and vivien go hit other ppl head sia..anyhow only
wahaha..
anyway did hav fun..but didn't manage to behave myself lei...
got one NB idiot guy dare to eat my friend beancurd..no wonder let me scold so many vulgar words on him...deserve it de lo him...BASTARD!!haha..scold till so shuang la...
this is the pics we took
THE BEAUTYS AND THE BEAST

scolding the BASTARD

juz the day!~

2008-10-28T01:48:00.002+08:00

went to plaza sing on sunday..catch a movie with my ex-colleague..high school musical 3..ok lo that movie.
went to the cathay walk walk while waiting for jayven to finish work...
after that down to admiral..drink drank drunk...
somehow......
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reach home early in the morning...went to sleep 1 hour..late for work..
extended an hour...
gonna sleep soon le damm tired

OMG

2008-10-26T03:40:00.002+08:00

ytd went to NOS to drink after my work lo..did so many things which i know but some forgotten liao le lo..NB..thought t,\ml not going anywhere but Sok wai my ex colleague suddenly ask me out for a movie..wahaha..at least won't be rotting at home liao le..satisfied=)
went to khatib play play zany again!! yea..
SAW A BIG BIG RED RED THINGY ON ZX..WAHAHA
SAW A BLACK BLACK MARK ON VAL...
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!
SHIOK BOH?
cab home after that with jayven..haha the uncle thought i'm a guy..ask me how old i said i'm 18 sia..then he ask me why i never go NS...
GUESS WAD I REPLIED??.....
ANS:i'm being deferred because i'm still schooling...wahaha
i really don know wad to reply sia at the moment..cos i thought he will know..cos i keep talking all the while but too bad he see the wrong gender of me wahaha=)

waste my time

2008-10-24T01:53:00.002+08:00

so wasted my time talking with that...
hais..realise nothing will hav an answer...y still bother to talk with that..simply because juz want u to keep ur mouth more tight that's all..and hope no calls for 1 or 2 hour middle in the night and go bomb my hu shui phone..eh my hu shui need rest de ok!!one more time!!..STOP being such an irritating pest is really very irritating!today chat really don know wan laugh or angry...

my XXB got 2 ppl r taking their O level ALL THE BEST FOR UR MATHS PAPER TML!!!!
Jia You!!ur can do it de after all the hard work ur put in will be worth it de..=)

HO KAR HWA happy birthday though abit late to wish u... but may ur wishes come true k=)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HO KAR HWA(APPLAUSE)***

the LJB

2008-10-23T00:40:00.002+08:00

so now i know wad's ur "help" le..THANKS "it"...
bluff nvm..still dare to spread..HOW MUCH U KNOW ME!!!...woah..so u think by spreading rumours the person hear liao will get more close to u..don always hav this kind of thinking u will regret ONE DAY de ok...
don juz hear wad others say and spread around le...action onli..don always say ppl misunderstand u ok..this is NOT A MISUNDERSTANDING BUT UR TRUTH TAILS...leopard never changes its spot..ur BLACK BLACK SPOT WILL NEVER CHANGE DON ACT A INNOCENT..U R NOT!!..once ppl slowly discover wad type of person U R..they will also leave U..don only use ppl when u need them..unless the friend is a bastard ok..
better let my hu shui val hav a good life k...DON BE A PEST..(DON TALK CRAP IF U ARE NOT SPEAKING THE TRUTH LIKE AS IF IT IS REAL)thought u say u not like last time in the END? WORST!!!
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!
not all ppl like u so "SMART" think we so easy to bluff..TRUTH WILL ALWAYS COME OUT ONE DAY JUZ DEPENDS ON THE CORRECT TIME..to see the truth U..

anyway recently so many ppl fall ill la..cough flu etc..raining seasons..i'm the strongest wahaha=)...don let ppl like that to spoil my mood..doesn't worth it juz so fed up...

PLAY

2008-10-17T19:02:00.002+08:00

ytd finish work at 11pm...actually plan down to play with al, val, jit, susan, yt, jayven de ba..?haha but all pending except for jit and susan..in the end last min they tell me they don feel like going down..
in the end..LEFT ME AND JAYVEN..after think here..there..here...there..i told jayven i need my keys alot..but i left at my workplace..i asked her, can we wait till morning she replied siao ah...haha...but after that she say see how lo..
my colleague told me play is near my workplace..in the end..only we 2 go play..
we hav a free drink..then we buy another jug of bb coke..$40 lei..so very the EX lo..kena con like that...but nvm suan le..
after 3..play closed le..we went to nearby coffee shop eat and drink all the way till 7plus we walk till my workplace there...we chit chat so many THINGS..haha..
ever tried bak kut teh with you tiao..i don know it exists until this morning we ate our breakfast..power ah..
going out to meet yt they all later..
kinda long never meet out lo..gonna chill again..next chill...haha

DAYS..

2008-10-16T00:44:00.002+08:00

ytd slept so little..pplay viwawa till 3 plus am sia..then woke up at 10..though is somehow enough time..but so tired today tml work 12-11...really very tired perhaps u know so i can like save money more..by spending more time on working..heex=)
now all my colleagues know i kena fine..when we go out for our usual doings..haha..all so funny la..look left right and left..like as if crossing the road la..haha..all scare kena bang liao..
today so many ppl come to my workplace to celebrate their bdae lo...lunch time already 4..night 3-4 i think..
sing sing birthday FOR SO MANY TIMES TODAY...haha is my vocal nice?haha..lucky no windows break la...
I MISS ALL MY FRIENDS>...but working so many hours recently...next week will be even worse..so many ppl go annual leave...chiong to the max man...haha...
must go buy ji jing for myself le..cos i'm getting older=)
gonna viwawa le...YES~~

piss off day

2008-10-15T00:34:00.002+08:00

today went to work..2.40 reach workplace..went to the normal place for my usual doings....in the end spend 200 sitting there to "relax"..because i kena fine for littering..hai..the ppl die die don give chance..this month i overspend already..hais..then come this kind of shit for me lo..nothing to say..
6pm i lost my sticks...
7pm customer run away bill...
9pm kena scolding when i don know about the thing...
totally bad luck to the max..
I MISS YOUR I MISS U AND U AND U AND U AND U AND U AND U...
haha..will i get used to my life now..?...perhaps yes..perhaps no...
gonna do something incredible soon once i hav money..but hope i won't regret when i'm old..

one of my friend told me don hav to feel that is suay..cos in life not everything is smooth(YI FAN FENG SHUN)..wan earn more money...gotta think of ways..

MY MONDAYS...

2008-10-14T03:10:00.002+08:00

haha..today study..
late for school again..
another idividual project again...super damm sian lo..previous one still can't finish up seh..haha..
jayven came down serangoon to find me acc me go far east..then went PS to buy things..catch a movie..
we bought tibits in...and YOGHURT as well..until we finally sat down..oh we haven sm yet..went to carpark awhile and back to the theathre again..we took the YOGHURT out and there's no spoon..in the end i go find spoons but don hav so i replace with straws heex..we drink the yoghurt not eat..
jayven started with it first,she ate till halfway there's the air sounds twice thrice kinda loud..and i luff at her..
ME..ate till halfway a sudden same sound louder than her thrice times!!i'm so malu lo..haha we both laugh till head kept moving..side to side front and back=)
anyway the movie we watched is "connected" wow..damm exciting from the starting till the ending is like so...WOOOOOOOOOO..except "abit" only lo...THRILLING and FUNNY..

THUR will be going down to "play"..haha i asked the bungs, jayven ask the passives=)

SHENG RI KUAI KUAI LELE

2008-10-13T01:34:00.002+08:00

my "MEI MEI" yt...birthday falls on oct 8..haha...
didn't post out earlier because ru ci bi you xiang jiao ma yi,deng ma yi chi wan xiang jiao zai kao su ni
ANYWAY
zhu "YT MEI MEI" sheng ri kuai le
-sheng ti jian kang
-cai yuan guan jing
(CHINESE NEW YEAR AH?)
went down to clarke quay on that day 8th..wanted to go arena again but yk face still look like 15..no choice..so we blindfolded yt brought her down to home club..but is closed..my energy wasted...because i SWEAT!!alot!!haha...but ok la..u know while walking to home club before i sweat..we walk pass the bungy jump and extreme swing..one of the staff over there say "something" it mistaken yt straight and yt is like "WO BU YAO" WO BU YAO"..haha..like the rat thingy...wahaha..then ask her sit down "BU YAO BU YAO"....we laugh ALL THE WAY SEH... after that went to raining bar there to drink ..and u know she's like "haha"..
anyway must like my presents k..use it eat it wear it..hehehehe...tat's my wishes k!!
my tie still running around...fly here and there but is still inside ppl's bag..

10th celebration for YT..chalet at changi women chalet...ermmm...haha..
chatted so much..don know why talk talk then changi women prison i keep on say changi women hospital give 2 idiot laugh lo..so shy..i paisei can...makan breakfast..see alot ppl take coke zero suddenly i become a AUNTIE!!hehe..

11th went down to cerain place for entertainment........woooooooooooooooo.....1 word to describe SO "HOT"...congrats to "U"...saw "U" so happy..i'm really happy as well...CONGRATS

2008-10-10T16:14:00.002+08:00

recently nobody to talk to haha..guess because i'm old enough to clear all the problems i hd by myself le ba...anyway ytd actually meeting ven de,but i fall asleep really tired..guess she's very angry oh,but i sleep 2 hours onli lei..must understand abit lo..i waited also kinda long oh..
today watch show all the way seh...damm tired liao lo..later down to mei's chalet..hope she enjoy the night...

I BluRRR....

2008-10-08T13:20:00.001+08:00

went to talk with rong alot of things...she told me "don because i can't see my future then i give up my life"and " do the things u really feel like doing it no matter answer/outcome will be like what,at least u hav tried"

I can't express myself easily i juz know i'm going to be kinda tired...
(1)NO MORE R FIRST
rong asked me i wan M OR G i said M...wahaha..

2008-10-03T01:47:00.007+08:00

So LONG NEVER POST ANYTHING LE!!!
BECAUSE I'M LAZY...just like this!!wahaha

She would most probably be the one to know everything that is shared selectively with different people. She would be the one to walk through your life with you, share each and every milestone, witness you grow emotionally, professionally and mentally. She will be the person you run to first when you are down, as well as the first person you share every joy with. She's not expected to have to take care of you, nor need to be able to do anything you're not capable of doing. She can be the person you can ask for help to find help. She's not required to know it all, except be there by your side while the both of you figure out how to get around some problematic matter. She's your pillar of support, your tower to lean on. She's also the one to knock you out of your dreamland when you're not being realistic. She’s your evil twin in the flesh.

Frankly speaking i find this at herstory...find it very meaningful after reading it..

Recently(few weeks ago), alot of things happen...
told myself i will never get attached anymore unless i really love a person till the extend of..being for eternity..a long life want..=)

Now studies is important, work as well...AND.....

today got a work 11-11...ytd 12-11..wow..gonna be named the steel man lucky i'm off tml..OR ELSE!!!OMG sat work 12-11 again..tired to the max

2008-08-04T05:15:00.001+08:00

Did a new skin for you.
Simplicity.
I just hope everything will be simple for you, so that you wont feel so stress up.
Cheer up okay?! (:

Im kind of sick with your previous skins. I know you are not, however, the colour a bit too bright and the skin has been used for a long time.. So, a new skin, a new start okay? (:

iMu.

2008-07-18T03:25:00.002+08:00

today work work work...got a person gave me $2 ...just take lo..
haha,this sun my training mgr going to operate by himself during the night time...
is like all mgrs saying to each other they going to OFF pgone LOL>>haha..
TML WORKING AGAIN...MR DON MIND...MR LYK DUH!!...SLEEP LO...
TML 8 like that must wake my bloody brain up le...
3 ALARMS
smallest to BIGGEST
-hp alarm
-clock
-sister(ping biang bong )know me de shld knw wad it means hehehe(monkey laughs)
hanging clothes AND DREAM MY bean bean bitbit rabit...
AND MY diongdiong

2008-07-15T00:19:00.002+08:00

Recently..always got fed up.....but i just kept quiet never say anything..
knowing that sometimes i'm overboard but, i hav my own limit de...feelings and emotions can't be control isn't it wad u told me...haven finish my sentence in the end..
hope that u know wats limit..or else really won't hold my temp le..
recently starting to feel more relax outside compares to any home(includes mine)..feel like staying in a house with me and my partner...no outsiders...onli me and (you)...but now watever thingy also increase..haihai...wan make more more $$$$..
decided to ride bike till i can own a car..because taking public transport is so not convenience in the night..then i can go dou dou feng...haha..though is dangerous...but i think i believe in fate more wahaha..
going to play my ZANY BRIDGE FIRST...tml waking up at 7...DING DONG...

2008-06-19T00:31:00.002+08:00

Today went to malaysia..supposingly should meet at 745 but in the end i 740 then wake up..i prepare and run like hell lo..sianz..take cab down to woodlands checkpoint there..luckily they waited for me haha..!!=)
nthing much to buy in fact..only cigs R cheap!heheh..
went to malacca.. we ate durians..go shop etc..
bought uno game cards at only 4rgt..cheap bah..
no chance to find jayven lighter,...so sleepy throughout the whole journey..
a short "dream" in the bus...haha...den a sudden misses...
Kkays!!tml still working morning 9-5..tiring week...

2008-05-30T02:52:00.002+08:00

after so long i finally touch up with my blog again...
i only can throw off my temper out at my blog....
got one f*cking idiot INDIAN LADY..knowing to be a vice president of EMERIO HOUSE..
just check up the website..
everything professional..!!
BUT HELLO>>>swensen is not a fine dining restaurant k..think wad!!wad she expected will get..ASK ME TO F*CK OFF~~~in front of her 2 little child also..!!
how can she like that...
THE WHOLE STORY.
my colleague fad..took her order kena scolded because she only wan vegetarian food..
by using that f*cking attitude..
secondly my another colleague nehneh.send a ice cream to the wrong table..accidentally send to the F** lady and even after several apology from neh neh..
she still keeps on barking..asking ask to be more attentive..
me!!!...who send to the food order to her...asking her to enjoy her dinner..give me that f*ucking face by asking WHAT IS THIS??!!!
i replied all veggie pizza MDM..in a very politely way +smile...
she answered..MAKE SUREU GIVE ME THE CORRECT ORDER...NO MEAT AH?
i replied..Yes mdm..still smiling but starting to be very fake..
i just walk off they started eating...i go inside and send orders..doing my things BECAUSE is very busy!!!can't she see!!!NB!!
after awhile i saw her eyes big big..(can fight with yk)staring inside..and i juz smile back..she ask me go out..ok i go out..fine!!
f*CKER:ASK UR MANAGER TO COME OUT NOW
ME:SORRY MDM MY MGR IS BUSY AT THE MOMENT COS SHE IS ATTENDING TO OTHER CUSTOMER,CAN I PASS ANY MSG TO HER BEHALF OF U?
F*CKER:NO!@#$%ASK HER TO COME OUT ONCE AMD SEE ME IMMEDIATELY!!!
ME:BUT MY MGR IS REALLY BUSY...I WILL INFORM HER AND ASK HER TO ATTEND TO u ASAP..
2mins later
she walk in..
POINTING FINGER AT ME>DID U TELL UR MGR TO COME AND SEE ME...!@#$^
MAS appeared..
started to talk with mas..hey why ur staff did not tell u that i want to see u!?..
wa lau eh i started to say..hello i did ok..(voice abit loud)
she tell me"I'M NOT TALKING TO YOU OKAY!!!".......
she is a mother's of 2 child how can she behave this way?!..and twist story saying her son ask me to do thing i never!!!...i really feel like telling her off that is u who is always barking ...ur son also scare already where dare to talk...
I ANGRY UNTIL I REALLY SHOUT AT HER!..talk!@#$%^@#$^%!@#$^% to her..as she deserve it...lucky i hav a customer who wrote me a feedback form that they r impressed with my service..any negative comment should not be entertained!!,...
that's all for today..already release 3/4of my anger le=)

2007-12-21T00:25:00.000+08:00

today morning wokee up go work...haha..so don feel like going work at all lo..
too tired le..somemore raining so heavily lo..sianx...
Reach workplace le haven punch in then got ppl come dine in le..haha..then found out previously there's kinda lots of orders le
today run wif handsome fit and auntie jenny all the way..lucky there's handsome fit..or else i sure work till death de..today at certain period though is busy but still work kinda happy..then got so many many tips lo..cos maybe i'm too happy abt ytd le ba...wahaha...
come my place to eat..haha..monday to friday hav student meal 6.80 oh..plus a drink..
but wed we are close...at coronation arcade there near coronation plaza name:PENANG KITCHEN can take bus 171,961,67,852.....
Today there's a customer who i forgotten to give his 1 takeaway food which cost 12.50 so guilty..he still praised abt my service before he leave, in the end!@#$%^&*...
he ask me a very lame Questions which i can't answered..because he mistaken that i'm a guy...haha..when he settled the bill with a hundred dollar note he asked me:
Sir:"u know jesus?"
Me:"Of coz i do,haha"
Sir:"Do u believe in him?"
Me:"Haha,i'm free tinkle but i do go church in the past becoz of my CCA"
Sir:"Oh ok,anyway Jesus loves u"
Me:"ya Jesus loves everyone"
Sir:"Of cos he do loves everyone, ur service is exellence=)"
Me:"thanks,haha hope to see u soon"
and a $0.50 service tips...cos he ordered until 99.50 so the rest of the change is tips le lo..
but i got receive more than that as well..haha
this is the most comfortable uncle i've talk with..plus giving me joys=)

TML STEAMBOAT..wahaha..craving for it le...

2007-12-20T02:08:00.000+08:00

today went to far east plaza with my KY ...
on the bus she bluff me playing the scissors paper stone so angry la..
then we play the grab finger i so angry lo..can't grab hers but she can grab me lo..
In orchard telling her so many things...haha must rmb my sweet talks to u(true) ah=)
buy alot of things at ISETAN....haha...+present for my mgr as well to thanks for her alot of tings etc.....
went to taka to walk saw a shop name the annie don know wad la..haha..see like not nice but when eat le then i know is very SEDAP!!!..
went to cineleisure to watch ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS...haha...keep laughing...then my ky just use her head keep on move on my shoulders cos she's laughing as well when there is funny parts to watch la haha ..so sweet ah?
though we hav alot of quarrels recently bt as long we understands each other..all the misunderstandings will just clear...especially when we meet haha..
we took 171 back to yishun ...on the way back we still playing the grab hand thing this tym i know her trick le..so she can't grab me at all..wahaha..
after back to yishun mac with val yk al yt id slack and talk awhile then went back le..
haha..

really hav a wonderful day today.......
like how we hav been in the past ya?

N level results release ytd..haha congrats to my xiao xiao bang... xiao hwa and xiao zhuo and xiao ting....

I LUB KY!!!BLUE BLACK...

2007-12-19T00:19:00.000+08:00

wow...working in pk is such a good things..got ppl to talk with play with..wahaha...

hmmmm...got a frend name san sin who is so dammm good lo..haha
just ask me whether i wan watch gong zhu xiao mei..then i say anything then she just lend me le...haha..plus today she brought part 2 for me even though i never remind her...haha...but think she gonnna lend auntie jenny also..whp might be in interest to watch as well haha..

tml heading whr? not so sure bahx...

but definitely going far east plaza to get my stuff..

spent another sum of money agn..sianx...

2007-12-02T05:49:00.000+08:00

I WANT TELL EVERYONE I REALLY DO LOVE KYLICIA TAN!!!

No other else at this moments...

even u never reach the standard of what i really wants...i chose u right from the beginning...simply as long as u r kylicia...the person who i wants..though might quarrel because of certain stuff..y i will think of these..u said i am insecurities..u definitely know the answer..is all because of one thing...

if u really love me u will definitely prove........

2007-11-18T01:41:00.000+08:00

feel like nothing in this world is fair...
nothing can suits the way u want it to be..
everything there's consequences...
today morning working was still alright for me...but slowly..it turns out to be a fed up day agn...
i was playing joking around in the morning..but when there's customer i will be serious with my work..but why like just talking with a person who i long time never work with..will also get say by others...their mind is so close...i admit i'm not a so open minded..but at least must follow up with the society minded wad...so "CLOSE"..
hate those in front act very good with u...behind talk alot...juz so fed up wif this person...but no choice...in this society u hav to face the reality of letting ppl to talk abt ur bad and good side...but hate ppl who gong jia wei lo...NB..

perhaps today already not a good start of the day le...that's y let me think alot...
wondering alot of things..
everyting i have to keep inside of myself..just try to look at the positive side..but sometimes when i'm tired..it will automatic went negative...so sick and tired...

wondering more things...
jealous...angry...sad...happy...sianz etc is all the ppl in the world hav to face...

happiness is always short..

there are always alot of things in mind,...sometimes don even hav the time to take a deep breath...

slowly no one understand how i feel...

days passed...

everything hav to rely on myself cos no one can help me...

is wad i want to be at last...

nitex

2007-10-14T11:28:00.000+08:00

O level coming so soon...only a single digit to countdown for my 'O's...

so stress ah..hair wan to fall out liao...

-wondering here and there though is already so convincing..

MISS A "CAT" SO MUCH<

2007-10-01T00:59:00.000+08:00

friday is..my last time recess with cynthia and karhwa and wanting le..(a can't describe feeling so upset)...
went watch movie 881 wit Jun ru...the movie..(still ok la)..then after that went to suntec...in the end so much bad happenings over there...
scold here and there like mad...in the end?haha...wake up everything turns out to be fine...
sat is edward birthday but i could'nt atend as i'm working..
anyway EDWARD HAPPY BIRTHDAY...
so this weekend didn't study at all..

o level left 22 days...getting very stress...i know i wouldn't want to end up in ITE!!but a poly in the choice of my course.. to help my future job as well=)a successful me!

today receive a gift from my manager...a pencil..with thw words...
TIAN XIA WU NAN SHI,ZI PA YOU XIN REN??is it..haha..forgotten liao..if wrong..then next time post again lo...haha
tml going sch?not so sure..go?don go?i go also for the sake of crapping with sam..
every teacher knows i'm a hopeless student...
NO STRIVE NO GAIN..listen til i can memorise liao....

17 more days to my science practical=)...I WANT TO DO WELL..

gOOD night...

2007-09-27T20:04:00.000+08:00

ytd morning 5 then was able to sleep..met out with val,yk,my qin ai de and 'jie'....stayout so late outside...study in mac haven 5 min then sleep liao...wahaha..then after that went to talk for awhile..

sometimes i feel that everythings is already predestine...u can't change it.

only u urself can solve the problems u create...nobody can help...

positive is meant for others not me...(special meaning_)

just continue my "EVERYDAY"...(NO WORRIES & PROBLEMS)

may everything in everyones life sails smoothly

2007-09-11T03:34:00.000+08:00

Come here to disturb again.
Anyway, time pass very fast. Heh heh heh!

Also, now is KZai's Prelims.
Everyone wish him good luck oh! :D
And goodluck to all of you taking your N level and Prelims. (:

Takecare and don't fall sick alright! :D

2007-08-14T00:49:00.000+08:00

Sorry to make you angry times & times again. :/
Perhaps, you're sick&tired of my apologises. But there's nothing I can say except sorry. Since you dont wanna listen to what I feel, there's really nothing else I can say or do except apologise.

Bye.

2007-08-11T02:13:00.000+08:00

so long didn't update..
exams coming soon le..yet i still haven study yet..
told myself to push myself to the max to concentrate on studies...but in the end..either tml..next week...or later la..

anyway our days past by so fast...so many months past..
so strong and firm...
happy happy every day...

l/M.u,DDyb..every millisec

2007-07-16T21:07:00.000+08:00

This blog is stupidly dead. Because this person cant use computer, even if he does, there's no internet.

Anyway, this stupid person is sick.
So, hope this stupid person recovers ASAP.

2007-06-29T00:37:00.000+08:00

KZai是王八蛋!
你这个臭鸡蛋!
I wanna bite you till you have blue black everywhere!
YOU THIS STUPID IDIOT AND A BIG BULLY!

RARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

2007-05-05T19:52:00.000+08:00

ytd went to lot1 sing k box to celebrate my birthday,singing...then the jinyi like so funny lo...actually he don know how to sing de...but he just act act know how to sing...either the first 2 word...or the last 2 word except certain song lo...haha...zhenliang don know y like don like to sing song like that..maybe because...erm erm...haha...anyway we sang alot of song like this old man...do re mi..those children song till we laugh till...and some songs that we can see loud loud de...
so many happy moments there...and of cos until we sing half way then junru and cyn went out telling me they go toilet...but got so long one meh?...haha...then in the end saw xiao hua cyn and junru coming in...then astly xiaoting holding my B cake in...haha..so touching...seeing happy birthday to me..after that went down to woodland,but the rest of them still stay at lot1 slack lo...
wanted to play the funfair thingy...but in the end close le...before that my another bunch of friends celebrate with me again..haha..another cake...but all went into my face instead of my mouth la...jitson that idiotic pig la...play with my face thn influence my 'ONE' to play my face also le los..but ok la...did enjoy coming down also...
after that went to drinkn at yishun there...play My 'GAME again...haha...but so fun lo..sei sei liao then forgotten each other ppl name liao
so after that went 'home' liao...
anyway thanks for you guys present...i love it alot...BIG THANKS
and mostly wanted to thanks my 'ONE' who never failed to give me surprises...so thoughtful=))...i'm contented for everything...love Ya..!!!
and thanks for those who remember my BIRTHDAY!!

2007-05-04T00:11:00.000+08:00

Happy Birdday to you!
You're one hundred two,
You smell like a monkey
And you eat like one too!

Happy Birdday to you!
Happy Birdday to you!
Happy Birdday to KZai!
Happy Birdday to you!

Zhu ni sheng ri kuai le!
Zhu ni sheng ri kuai le!
Zhu ni sheng ri kuai le!
Zhu ni sheng ri kuai le!

Happy Birdday to you!
You live in the zoo.
You look like a monkey,
And you smell like one too!

Happy Birdday to you!
You belong in a zoo,
Cause you look like a monkey,
And you smell like one too!

Happy Birdday KZai!

2007-04-19T21:15:00.000+08:00

Closed Kzai's tagboard because it is too ugly. :P

Wahahahahah!

[Edit]

Hurhur. Tagboard up again. Please do not be rude on Kzai's tagboard. Ty. (:

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2007-04-14T03:05:00.000+08:00

don know why i respect Mr chew alot yet sometimes i felt that i can't tolerate him!!
kept saying me the same thing..anyway ya..i learn to control my temper well or else he will die in my hand ok!!!haha...today same agn friday..early release...so went out after that...go buy our cheapo thing lo...then go meet dajie and 'D' go watch movie at sun plaza...nightmare detective i think...so disgusting ;the way they die...anyway the movie is M18 so i doubt not all ppl can watch haha..

2007-03-28T00:58:00.000+08:00

2 days never go school le...suddenly don feel like studying liao..cos of alot of things...wonder wad to do??promise the LUCY not to be late for school le..so if nowadays late then won't be gg school le ba..
so long never update le...actually got alot of things to say de...but when want write then don know wad to write again le..
anyway hope i can pass my o level with god grades..or else i scare i will be the one regretting!..i will study hard + making our R fantastic de...always!!

2007-01-30T16:27:00.000+08:00

recently nva realli go do my hw as i'm so tired and sick...ytd left all my hw on table then felt asleep le..so tired..
suddenly feel that liking someone is so fake...wanted to settle down towards my studies...but seems like is not possible..cos too sick and tired of my life le...wad am i going to do in my future?
hais...but i find so interesting in my class...hahas...we laugh we play we study...so many things that are funny is going on...haha..time to stop thinking anything else le should be going to sleep le..haha...at night then study ba..
I will give my full blessings to u..haha...mux xinfu wor though i'm so....haha..

2007-01-09T20:38:00.000+08:00

recently keep hearing the same old stuff..that is...if u never work hard U WILL DEFINITETLY FAILED FOR UR EXAMS...this year i really must chiong for my studies le..hais..so upset..haven really know which courses to choose..though i misses u alot...but i couldn't say anything..
anyway i will definitely work hard for this year and achieve the things i want...so everyone jiayou too...!!!

miss my past year friends too...

making certain decisions is just do diff

2006-12-22T03:06:00.000+08:00

Recently still can't manage to sleep well...no matter how long i sleep...i'm still very tired...
today morning woke up and watch tv after a while then went to work le..before that had a tiff with my sister...sometimes i just simply can't understand that even at times they are really in the fault but just never admit and worst of all,can even say bullshits out that u don even wish to reply anything!!
today bought a new phone,though is not my dream phone but at least is much more better than wad i thought..
being a good person is not as easy as i think...being a badie is much more easy for me,but i still don't wish to be one!!
now i have been through alot,of this realistic world..but i still can't made any of MINE decisions!!
*i know that u know,but now i hope that i don't know that you know...
**TIME IS RUNNING OUT FOR ME!!..

On THe reGreTtinG pAth

2006-11-29T01:50:00.000+08:00

went to meet jave and jacq in the morning at bugis to take back the VCD...in the end jacq forgotten to bring..
went to and fro esplanade and clarke..
went up to esplanade there..saw alot of couples down there...we play,chat and laugh....
after spending the whole day time with jayven,jacq and jave...went down to the home club and drank..
i felt nausea...kept going to toilet..jayven told me my face was red..at first still don really believe but after that facing the mirror..i also got a little stun..
ton at esplanade there..same laughing and playing..
next day went home and bath then go work le..reach my work place..after those messages..i cant concentrate on work at all...get scolded alot of times..after working go home change le then come out alone to walk..walk till 4am something..i drunk le..lie on a playground like a corspe..7.30+am the sun was extreme bright,woke up went home and go work again though i feel like resting at home...but i know my sister will think i something wrong and ask questions on me again..
go home around midnight..lying on the bed..same questions comes back to my mind..that's one thing kept in my mind...the thing that i really wish that never happen...everything start off from my mind!!..
today while everyone's sleeping at home..so i finally blog le..
my eyes bag getting darker..!!
i'm sorry..i'm getting real tired...

THINGS I WANT TO SAY TO U,BUT no more chance..let this my wish ba:
tc of yourself
be happy
drink more water
don get too tired
eat proper meals
learn to be stronger
don always get into the rain..later will get cough easily..

2006-11-23T01:57:00.000+08:00

went to escape together with my working friends on mon...haha...so fun..is actually a outing for us...
the first game we play is pirate ship..hahas..elleen wanted to shout out de...but end up she cried cos she said that she can't shout yet choke until cry...
the next game we played is "PEPSI"...turn until like mad like that haha...one of my friend hafiz say he don wan to sit later will kanna his Crk...thinking that if really will kna..then i think doubt any of a guy will play that game...maybe he said till too exaggerate le..nxt we go play the rainbow...juz swing here and there...not that excited also..haha...
next we played go kart...driving "car"..though i waited for 1++hour..but i think is quite fun racing with other ppl...though i'm the first want to end the game that means win la...but no need to be proud of becos...I'M the one to start first...haha...LAME!!...
after that we wanted to go for the advance track...though the queue is kinda long but we still queue for it..IN THE END...The rain started to pour...so unlucky of me...lucky nva wait for more than 30min...or else i will KILL the person..so didn't manage to play the advance track then we go off le...went to play the basketball..in the end one also didn't go in..sadded...
after play games..wait till the rain get smaller then we go to marina south to eat steamboat...then went to play awhile pool then go home liao...the place is so damm quiet los... me and my friend play 1 table only lo...so shuang.!!!
take bus to mrt to lrt home reach home bout 1+ ba..too tired le..after bathing haven 5min then i slept le...following days till now same...still busy working...
ok..looking forward to my programme on this friday!!!

2006-11-16T01:58:00.000+08:00

Recently after finish working will tend to play the hai dai guess number and bla bla...though it seems to be quite tired..but i feel more relax then going home sleep...
now gonna buy a new phone le...but next month...hahas...waiting....
right here waiting for my new hp...hahs..
yesterday play my friends bike then he teach me how to change gear and alot...then i take 1 round of the carpark...hahas...pro bahx....
**APPLAUSE**
but no ppl dare to let me ride hahas...i suddenly fast and suddenly slow...haha...make my friend scare that i will spoil his bike...haha...actually i also very scare just that cannot control myself from stop learning...wahaha...below 18 play bike...COOL MAN!!...but dangerous...hahas...M18!!!
waiting 4/5/2008 to take my bike license...yippeee...I MUST TELL MYSELF TO PASS...btw,
left less than 1 month for my 'N' result...so curious of my result!!
wonder here and there....sometimes sleeping also can see my "good" result... ...
okie now going to sleep le... TAKE CARE MY FRENDS

2006-10-16T23:45:00.000+08:00

wow,recently work till very tired..then nowadays like lie on the bed will fall asleep within 4seconds haha...
then ytd the patrick call my hp manx..!!! siao si ren...ask me to go school on nxt wed to do don know wad thing then i just orh orh orh los cos now dye hair how to go back he kee siao liao haha...then now also don care liao...
today heard that cindy hospitalized...seems to be dammm very serious ...hais...feel sad for her families....

2006-10-13T21:32:00.000+08:00

ytd morning went to ten mile to buy the gatsby dye hair de...then go kailing house dye...dye till si bei gold leix...
then afternoon went to bugis to watch movie with weiqi,jun,jacq and ee....is really a fantastic show...haha..sheng qi bao bei....
must watch wor...
then later chat at burger king then...haiyo...heard a bad news...
then later went to chat a while then go home le...
today whole day sleeping at home wahahaha...so shuang
hahas...so blog le tehn wan go sleep again le..wahahahahaha

2006-10-12T00:51:00.000+08:00

ytd went out with jayven...firstly we go plaza play pool...then later saw a wow wow thing that is jia hua actually go massage leix...hahas....but hoh..comfortable is comfortable la...but cannot drink cold drink...hahas...so ke lian..then after went to kfc find pjun,wqi,syi and jacq...then talk talk lo..

after went to jurong east with jay to meet the hilda girl..then while jayven is teaching her...then i tou tou go up play arcade hahas...how bad of me...LOl...but hoh...then after that around 8+...i feel angry and happy...
yayaya...suan le...but hoh..if i nva realise ah...U might be keeping it from me till don know which YEAR!!!...
but nvm la...i know u r not purposely de...so i think so positively by going to lot1 arcade play like mad spent like hell...till 11+...still don feel like going home so call ppl and chat lo....

till 12++++++.....then finally take LRT back then still don feel like gg home so go MY DI PAN to sit a while then finally go home...

morning...a brand new day again..then go work then work then work..haha...so sianx...working makes me feel angry sometimes...!!!!!especially when there are alot of customer and when they wait so long they will give U A BIG BLACK IDIOTIC FACE... AND MY MOOD WILL START TO turn BAD too...but slowly other GOOD customer will start to regain my "ZAI" smile liao...

2006-10-10T01:41:00.000+08:00

This few days only get to sleep for few hours....
finish working then go to my mum's place to help...will get crazy...lucky finally there's a day that i can sleep properly le and that's today of coz!!!...hahas...
Last friday when to play candles with the xiao ru and zl they all...
"rAin" appear but onli for act 5min....wahahaha...
hmmm...after finish having funs then went to find kailing and jieting for a wild wild chat...again..there's laughings from start till end again...
then later go home and sleep liao...nxt day morning then start my battling war for my work...haha

anyway tml gonna cut hair le...

wish me good luck?

hahas...i'm siao liao...

time for me to sleep le...

get to see "ur" in my DREAMS...

nitEx

2006-09-30T15:33:00.000+08:00

having less than 2 days fot my N...yet i still can't focus on studying...i'm blogging right now because my sis went out..hahas...finally i can get to use my comp...
sorrry that i nva reply to "your" on tag as i never use my com for such along time..
i just have to "rEn" tiLL friday then i will go stARt mY tIring working journey..is really better than studying...for me i'm not used to stay at home and study i will become crazy de...
k anyway i must giv a jia you for myself before i go to study

A BIG BIG JIA YOU FOR ME AND XIAO RU AND XIAO HWA AND JIETING TOO!!...

AND O LEVEL COMING COMING SOON...
A BIG BIG JIA YOU FOR JAYVEN..SINYING..AND aLL THE BLaH bLAh I kNOw...hahas

K...I'm going back to sleep my afternoon nap first then going to fight my war lo...will not be updated till my N finish take care my FRENDZ~

2006-09-02T18:00:00.000+08:00

thursday is teacher's celebration..thought it will be boring...ya indeed was very the boring in the moring..but...when come to the performances were not boring at all juz that my body very aches...bo bian i too tall le...have to let the short gal behind me see,or else she will keep complaining here and there..mrs lim story is really very touching...i think this her real life story has touch everyones heart...hahas...
friday don hav to go skool,so i went to NTU with my sister to revise my work..actually don wan to go de..but she keep asking then no choice lo..i too tired le..like nva revise anything+everybody revising thicks book,imagine they saw a person revising a secondary school books..then i sure very malu..haha..then the whole day at there so cold...the library;lecture theathre...wow..the food there ah..very nice and cheap haha..imagine macdonalds set meal..all 4+ onli..hahas..thn after that went home and change and gone to meet jayven..then say sinying and the tall guy and ky...look for them at kopitiam..took a long time to find them seh!!actually wanted to go arcade to play first..then suddenly saw them liao..then talk lo...
later go carpark...at the carpark..i took a very very stunning picx(but not the kiss one)..wahaha...hmmm for this u mux ask jayven le..somebody go kiss her!!later when to cinema to buy tickets(ghostgame)..then before ky sy and the tall guy went off...another surprising things happened..somebody go kiss back the somebody wahaha...somebody first kiss lost liao..wahaha..chu wen leix...!!!!omgosh..hahas...
today just some back...very hungry ah!!!hahas...going to grab some stuff to eat le...anything will get to update soon again..

today is a meaningless day...

2006-08-29T22:24:00.000+08:00

today went school..never late then means i heng lo..just in time...recess time..go eat le..then go library slack here and there..today feel abit unconscious..really don know wat m i doing..thinking about..siao here and there lo..also don know wat my brain wants..
after school as usual..slack at plaza lo..hang till quite late la...cos got so many thing happen in one short time..then very hard to clear up everything..then go sakura there...the ppl maybe thinking how come we sat there so long...as if we don hav the $ to pay..then after that pay liao then go le...hmmm..reach home le...don even hav the mood to watch tv or anything..watch the 7pm show also like very sian...

2006-08-27T23:16:00.000+08:00

today work till 12 only...go home bath..almost fall asleep in the toilet..hahas...seems like i'm too tired le..actually wanted to straight away go sleep after bathing but then find that i cannot sleep again ahahax...
after that actually wanted to go watch movie but then seems like nobody can come out leix...so never watch le..then went out with jayven to plaza...go CC eat...then play pool play arcade..
chiong playing los..hahax...but nvm de la..hahas..suddenly feel like playing drum mania leix...hahas..just that Bp don hav..

2006-08-26T19:10:00.000+08:00

Actually...don know y that i can only keep myself happy outside...whenever i'm alone..i will start to think all kind of stuff..now really trying very hard to concentrate on studies...but..my determination seems to fail..
feel like i DUI BU QI alot of ppl lei..especially 1 person lox..don knw how to solve the situation in a proper way that won't hurt anyone...
hmmm...still rmb wad i told ru about the tarot card(the centre of the card)...must rmb one of my line..but u must still insist on ur own decision...no one can convince u except yourself...
though i'm having problems with myself that i cannnot solve but..i still hope that all my friends around me will be happy...especially J,Jh,Jr...

2006-08-10T01:43:00.000+08:00

toDay went with jayven and DNB to clementi ti watch the tokyo drift wow...their drifting excellent=D..hahax..later meet ru to go esplanade there...in the end ah..go there eat onli lo...sianz half los..diaoz..k then play pool awhile le then go home le...rush for the last train..hmmm..then in the train got TWO disgusting guy vomit in the train so ER XIN LO...but i like it manxz...cause at least there are something we can finally laugh about or else throughout the half an hour train will be very bored le..hahas..
k la...thanks for acc me out today wor..jayven=))...and of cos DNB...
tml working again gotta sleep le...

2006-08-07T20:09:00.000+08:00

today finish my chinese prelim...not sure if i can done well anot...cos seriously quite difficult...hmmm..went to plaza eat liao then go to friend house then play here play there play hide and seek also...hahas...the house so big lo..hmmm..anyway today is my time to forget...hmmm...today is 7th august the second year we knew each other le..also is the time to start to forget u...because...erm...today i wan to play like mad...then i will feel comfortable liao...

2006-08-04T21:45:00.000+08:00

today morning late 1 min ONLY..then later i slip into classroom...but the prefect still chase up..no choice lo..go down agn...then i let karhwa and ruru get scolded also...then piss off liao..mdm tan still tell everyone i am from GB de..then i told her..it doesn't mean that i'm in a well behave CCA then i must be a guai kia k..i won't because of this then change my character lo..then later MS TAN talk to me say i laugh say i take this as a joking matter..i nva even say that lo..talk with friends and laugh is a very common thing..then later i nva laugh liao then she say pls don giv me this kind of attitude and face..i just merely don want to answer her back cos i know is wasting my saliva towards a unreasonable moron...i and her quarrel till my volcano erupted...kao eh...this kind of unreasonable teacher first time i ever seen...tell her that my mother won't have the time to pick up their idiotic calls lo...still wan to find my mother down,if i cannot find my mother then i stay at the idiotic cabin outside the whole day...please lo..i come school not to talk with them rubbish de lo...waste my precious saliva...then late teok counselling..then the nancy keep on talking craps..still wan video down..sorry lo...i not so stupid...still say nva record...how can a teacher bluff a student!!!NO RESPECT..anyway i spit out alot of vulgarities...but seriously i don mean it, is just that at the point of time my nerves really get TOO "tight up"....finally i listen to all the NANCY crap...then i k here k there all the way kk...then send me back to class liaos...then i heard some shocking news...more and more angry...not really angry but disappointed actually...
after school gone to plaza agn...eat liao..then chat awhile lo..since nothing to do..then bought some stuff then went home le...
today things doesn't go as smoothly as i think...
last but not least...hmmm 3 days...7thaug coming le...hope to see UuUu at our first time met up de place...the ice lemon tea i firstly bought for UuUu...

2006-08-02T23:16:00.000+08:00

today go to school..late abit onli mahs...then somemore i give reasons de los..!!!they go eat shit la...call my mother liaos..then my mum told them liao they still don wan to let me go class..then end up go home los...suan liaos...this kind of school don let ppl to study wan..selfish stupid idiot moron...NO BRAIN!!!...go home le then meet up jay liaos to do homework...so jave and jacq...seems like they like st.......very much hahas...jayven know wad i mean hahas...anyway i did enjoyed today alot haha...cos i do maths..then jay teach me at least got learn abit so today i'm satisfy of wad i've done..hahas...

anyway aug7 is coming..the person won't rmb de...but i will still rmb de....
becoz....

2006-07-24T18:52:00.000+08:00

thanks for liking me so much...u really have to let me think bout it..
give me more time..when my feelings is sort out clearly..i will tell u personally when the time is ripe k...
today come blog juz to tell UuUu..this coming 7'aug is our 2nd year knowing each other..really miss UuUu alot..when is the day i will be seeing u again?
anyway today my day is sianzx like hell feeling lonely daily..is time to change a brand new me...setting target to my R...S...W...but of cos study will be coming first!let my wish come true k...YeaH..=D

2006-07-20T23:20:00.000+08:00

finally get a chance to blog again...hahax..
ytd was my N level chinese oral exmaination...i'm the first one..quite stress actually coz i thought that it would be quite difficult..but unexpectally to my surprise it came out quite an easy question..hahas,but i think the examiner did'nt hear my words carefully..cos wad i have said the examiner ask agn..sianz half lo..
today 7+ meet up my sister and do my new spec..

2006-07-15T23:53:00.000+08:00

Today onli sleep 4 hours so tired...
morning 7+wake up liao then go work liao...
my leg so painful....like whole leg blueblack like tat..
all becos my 5 station la....alamak..!!
then after work le...at home do bla bla...
then go chat with xiaojun &EE....i so u...
haha...and i purposely let u hear the song de..haha
EE also know...then i bet u will c.. then u reali c..
haha...i laugh lei...abit bad hoh..bo bian la not the first day
u know me liaos mahx...right?...
missing uUuU

PisSinG oFF...

2006-07-15T02:03:00.001+08:00

nowadays hardly can use computer...
so sianx..and so ke lian...
recently realli tired...
I'VE NOT SLEEP ENOUGH..
today after school le go makan..
then slack at plaza almost half the day...
hahas..anyway i realli miss .... lots...
wonder when can see .... again..
haha,hehe,hoho
k...anyway will be hardly blogging recently le..no time
time so precious for me now!!!
Take care everyone

2006-07-04T21:54:00.000+08:00

...today woke up late...then decided not to go school...
2+..my classmate call me...today got oral...then i stun diao...change clothes liao then immediately chiong to school...luckily still manaGe to take or else die liao...
btw...i don know how to express my words to the examiner...think xiong duo ji sao liaos...hais...
finish oral liaos straight away go home change liaos..then go makan then go timah play pool...
then hoh...the stupid kelson hoh!!!!at the bus hoh make me so paisei...pls ah kelson next time don talk rubbish at bus...
this whole week my sis not at home...SO SHUANG MANZ!!!!!hahas..

2006-06-25T01:42:00.000+08:00

ohh..no...my temper is growing from bad to worst....
today actually argue damm loudly with my Mgr..
normally won't like that de...hais...
things get mre complicated for me in the things agn..

ThanKs WoR...

2006-06-24T02:52:00.000+08:00

Today is like my "first" time whereby i blog bahx...
Nothing to say..
BUT...
this blog is not i made one..
SO...
i wanna thanks jayven for helping me to do this blog...
hahas...

2006-06-23T21:52:00.000+08:00

welcome..